Mother Theresa's Doubt and Faith
"Jesus has a very special love for you," Mother Theresa of Calcutta wrote to her spiritual advisor Fr. Michael Van der Peet in 1979. "As for me, the silence and the emptiness is so great, that I look and do not see, listen and do not hear…I want you to pray for me that I let Him have a free hand."
"What do I labor for?" she questioned in another letter. "If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, You also are not true."
These and many other quotes compiled from private letters of Mother Theresa are presented in the recent book Come, Be My Light by Fr. Brian Kolodiejchuk who knew Mother Teresa for twenty years and is the postulator for her cause for sainthood. The letters reveal that for nearly the last 50 years of her life, Mother Theresa did not feel the presence of God, as Fr. Kolodiejchuk, writes, "either in her heart or in the eucharist."
Mother Theresa had her critics during her lifetime…critics to whom these statements of her spiritual doubt and dryness were voraciously consumed like raw meat thrown to hungry lions. The leader of the pack, Christopher Hitchens, had a rather scathing article on the topic published in the Sept. 10 issue of Newsweek.







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